Enough

Blah, blah, blah, blah. The mundane of life. It's why I haven't been blogging. It's dishwashers to load, laundry to fold, bills to pay, houses to clean, yeah, that's right, houses plural!! And yes I get paid for it, but it doesn't make it any less mundane. And I know I shouldn't complain. My life is good, but I'm in a rut, and I'm just not inspired.

I feel bored and boring. This happens a lot to people like me. A therapist would say this is why I create my own personal drama. To excite myself. But it's usually the kind of melodrama that loved ones around me just don't need in their life and I am just plain sick of stirring up.

You might think that there is a glimmer of hope of inspiration because I am writing this blog. But I am really just avoiding homework. You can expect more and more avoidance blogging as the semester gets rolling. I'm sure of it.

I must find a way to savor the simple things in life. The little gifts given to us each day that we so easily overlook. A look of love from my husband. The ambiance of a good locally owned coffee shop like the one I am sitting in now. The smell and taste of their special almond honey cream herbal tea that warms my insides even in the dead heat of summer. The faint breath of the Holy Spirit blowing open my heart in awareness of all that surrounds me. Maybe it's all a matter of slowing down, a sort of simmering down.

I don't need something special to happen. I don't need drama.

I am enough. God is enough. This is enough.